1) Maybe she is faking it.
Though the entire world knows about your feelings but the person to whom it should matter is` the most unaware person about this one sided love. There will be a moment when you would end up questioning yourself and others that if she really doesn’t know about it or is she faking her ignorance, but you would then give her the benefit of doubt and blame her innocence for the ignorance.
2) Listening to her love story and pretend to be happy.
You know that she is your life, yet when she tells you that she loves someone else, you have no other option but to pretend to be happy about her feelings. And every time she discusses about her love life, you not only have to listen with patience but also help her with your invaluable inputs.
3) Being friends with her boyfriend
If listening to her love story is not enough, you will eventually end up sacrificing whatever traces of self-respect you have left and be friends with her boyfriend as well. Deep inside you will realize that you are much better than him but you will never be able to say that upfront.
4) You would always be at her service
She would definitely treat you like a friend, philosopher and guide without whom her life is not complete. But you will never be good enough to be her love interest. You will eventually turn into that companion who would take her to parties and becomes her driver to bring her ice-cream.. You would certainly put your life on hold just to be at her service.
5) Loneliness is your constant companion
You would end up investing all your time, energy and money on the person who treats you like a best friend but your heart belongs to her. This toxic attachment will leave you with no time for other friends or even yourself. As a result of which this loneliness would become your constant companion throughout this time.
6) You would wait endlessly for a hint.
Despite all these difficulties, you would still hope for a miracle and wait endlessly for that one day when she would acknowledge your feelings. This hope, which by the way is very toxic, is the thing that keeps you going and you end up planning for a relationship that only exists in your head as imagination.